I totally regretted what i did last night
putting another life at risk
probably the most stupid thing i done in years
`beaten 5 red light and .......

u were kind enough to attempt to forgive me
u made it sound nicer and said that
u would forgive me when i decide to forgive myself
`thank you

but the thing is,
i dont know how and when
to forgive myself
`shakes head

i'm sorry
i really am
i will never do it again
`time to wake up davin *slapping myself

ok another super super super busy week..

I've spent like $500 in a week w/o any allowances..

last Sat: SICK SICK SICK.. Glenn's 21st birthday bash, a 2 litre cannon of Johnny Walker, he was dead dead dead drunk by 2.30am.. i will post some pictures of him.. hilarious.. dan and i carried him all the way to the taxi stand with thousand pairs of eyes staring at us.. and we literally dragged him to my house before he puke all over my clothes and bed.. yuck.. mushrooms that were not bitten and the aroma of the alcohol were still so fresh..

Last Sun: Fell ill before i barely sleep 6 hours a day ever since the study break.. bloody problem with sleeping.. Met the Poh, Jo, Dan, Sherm and Glenn at JK.. Had fever so we left earlier.. and yes.. w/o proper sleep, one will never recover from any illness.. A big thank you to the 2 party that bought medicine for me.. =)

Mon to Sat: Sum it up, lots of meet up with the the JK crew and secondary peeps, late night outing at Paris Ris park and East coast park.. Went to the dam.. helped my mum at her stall.. oh yes.. my parents went to Japan so i had the car to myself.. i have not taken public transport in like 3 weeks? damn.. the only public transport are taxis..

Wed: Sophia's birthday celebration with the usuals and adding Mr. Estima not shy at all, Jasper.. had dinner at some international buffet place.. head over to summer breeze at paris ris.. really cool place to chill out.. technically it is just beside the beach so, it will be cool.. and the ambiance is cool too.. 4 bottles of red wine = 3 very high people and an expensive bill.. tons of craps spoken between the drunk ones including many many embarrassing topics.. as usual, andy will throw bottles and glasses all over the place.. but DAMN that bloody place for having low quality wine glasses.. Perlin cut herself when she applied a little force on the glass.. damn damn pissed..

Sun: The Guys came over to witness Man Utd kicking Liverpool's arse left right up down.. 3-0.. could easily be doubled.. great to see jenny recover from his close encounter with "death".. was so so worried.. and congrats to jenny and dan who have decided to quit smoking, the latter had stopped smoking for a week because his gums are starting to fall apart..

After almost completing a bottle of woods, (i don't take medicine, nothing to be proud of, but that's just me) a sweet person bought it for me because i was coughing my lungs out, i am still coughing.. is it the weather or me?

dung.. i'm wore out.. ciao

been a busy and jammed packed week


Mon: prata house with jean, poh, jo, dan and glenn
Yes, after jean left, the rest of us were interested in girls only.. a lot of crapping, main topic was girls in nyp, which was rather, quite sad..


Tues: Liquid Kitchen with perlin, shi min and hui ping
Been so long seen i last saw the 2 of them.. i learnt a short lesson from our very own nurse why i am colour blind..
There was also a pool session at Pool junction after liquid kitchen


Wed: Mos with jean, daphne, mandy, jack, sam, dawn, dan, bryan, ben and glenn

I had more than 5 peeps telling me:
"Davin, i never had so much fun before!! We must do this again!!"

Guess that will tell how much fun everyone had =)














Just a few of us who went that night


Thur: Prata house with poh, dan and glenn.. 2nd prata house with Andy
Dan goes Woof? and how much is that doggy in the window? ^^ only we 4 would understand.. late late catching up with Andy who Graduated too!! =) =)


Fri: Fixed my car's body kit, went for dinner, caught step up 2 and went to chill at indo chimes.
Lovely place to chill but it is almost filled with Caucasians..

Sat and Sun: i predict that i would get drunk at glenn's massive 21st birthday party where all the my guys will be going to, held at The Arena and i will have family matters to attend on sunday..

To the futiles: Don't bother spotting grammar or spelling mistakes.. half dead blogging this entry.. pick on me another day.. =) getting angry on your own, i have lost enough temper that i dont even think about hating or getting angry now.. =) =) =)

and shut it ben, i am no sugar daddy or god whatever father, u piece of shit..

class chalet was fun, i like spent the night in a room with 9 girls because ben and bryan was high.. needa be there to look after a friend, drunk ppl are heavy and girls will not be able to carry her.

played games like "who, what and huh?", taboo and handy plus? wicked girls who smack the guys leg like we made fun of them.


-Jean
Nice chatting with you, you are much sweeter than i thought. rmb my words. you deserved better.. =)

-Pat
Thanks for planning!!

-DAphne
humph * clear throat

-Sam
=) "i'm still a good girl" shhhhhhhhh

-Theresa, Rachel and Bani
No chance to beat my leg! i have 6 smileys!

Your subtleties

They strangle me

I can't explain myself at all.

And all the wants

And all the needs

All I don't want to need at all.

how do ppl move on from a failed relationship so quickly?
i really wanna know





- Thanks to the very SPECIAL somone who accompanied me when i felt that i could no longer even trust the person who used to be the closest to me.. we went to paris ris park in the middle of the night/morning, yes it was 4am+.. really enjoyed the swing-ing session even though it made me wanna puke.. ok.. i'm lousy.. even th0ugh we were in the west, we experienced and withness partial of the sun rise for the first time together.. =)

`stop and stare




Leap Year was created to celebrate love
but why once in 4 years?
are they testing the power of fate?
or does love can withstand 4 years of hardship
for a single day of joy?


u tell me